I hate myself

I felt awed;
Pure heart I saw.
But not enough for my heart to thaw.
We both have flaws.

Now is it my fault?
For your impulsive halt?
And with your unsteady feelings,
You’re blaming me for your own dealings?

I maybe made mistakes,
But you’re the one who gave up.
Now acting in so much ache,
Hey, grow up

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I don’t like myself because i did not post anything and did a lot of procrastination and laziness. But thank you for reading!!